HAVE YOU EVER PURSUED YOUR DREAM ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU WERENT MADE TO SUCCEED
I DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE BECAUSE EVERYONE THERE HATED ME. I WAS COMPLETELY REJECTED FROM ALL GROUPS I TRIED TO FIND COMPANIONSHIO IN. I WAS COMPLETELY ALONE AND ISOLATED FOR NEARLY A YEAR.
I CAME HOME TO A DEAD END
THERE IS NOTHING GOOD IN MY LIFE
IVE CAME OUT TO MY PARENTS ONE YEAR AGO AND I HAVENT HAD THE GUTS TO SAY A WORD TO A SINGLE OTHER PERSON I KNOW SINCE
EVERY TIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I WANT TO FUCKING DIE
MY BODY IS A FUCKING DISGUSTING MESS AND I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT IT
I AM SICK OF BEING AND THE ONLY REASON I AM HERE IS SO I DONT HURT THE FEW WHO CARE ABOUT ME
NONE OF THE ABOVE WILL HAVE ANY EFFECT ON YOU. WE ARE ALL JUST NAMES ON A SCREEN TO EACHOTHER
YOULL FORGET EVERYTHING YOU READ HERE IN AN HOUR AT BEST | 
ok then
you might be just a message in my eyes, but beyond that there is someone, and that someone in you, and i know you can think and listen
chill, you have nothing else to do right now
fix yourself, you don't have to do it alone, you are not alone
then the rest will flow
winter can come to bring everything away, but spring will come shortly after
keep yourself up meanwhile