December Self Portrait
The world has lost its color and clarity. Where there was once hope has been replaced with exhaustion as I feel myself slide backwards into mental illness. My partial hospitalization group has somehow left me feeling more isolated with my problems than before. In a room full of fractured heads, I still stand out. Lots of time to draw, lots of time wallow. Maybe I will never get better, more than likely not. Can't escape thoughts of death. Oh well... I'll be okay. Enjoy I guess.
Original palette titled "Sepian Mildew" | 
beautifully unique, i love the geometric shadows and distinctive dithering patterns.
i dont know if it will help much but i believe everyone deserves a good shot at life, and you do as much as anyone else. Mental health is hard to deal with, take your time if you need and trust that it will end out ok, sometimes its really hard to get out of that dark dark tunnel.