Inspired by a feeling of emptiness that is hard to express with words. The feeling that my personality has evaporated down to its most basic elements. I am a shell of myself. A husk of a human being, lacking a soul. Lacking preference. Lacking the strength to move forward. As if I've begun to diffuse into my surroundings. Sense of self diminished, formless, a muddy barage of blurred color. If you stared at me hard enough, maybe you'd see the wall behind me? |
The most important thing is that you're being honest. Some people find it nearly impossible to share how they really feel. I can definitely say I've been feeling like this as of more recent. I've learned to surround myself with people who are uplifting. Hopefully you have that as well.