heh actually, I really understand what you mean wit hthe messy pixels. I look at it now and Im kind of like 「what is going on!」 I might try to re do it or fix it some point. I think I just did this to kill time, so who knows!

I have no idea what the source is for this character, but this is creepy as hell.  Even though she is obviously beat up, I still feel there are too many "messy" pixels here, something seems off with the hair as well.  I really hope you continue work on this piece it seems to have some potential