Fittingly, avatar pictures are usually where the amount of awesomeness per pixel is the highest.
I just discovered this is your devianart profile in pixel version 
No need to apologise :] I'm not particularly active, and in all my years here I've only submitted a few things.
Marvelously melancholic (in my interpretation at least). Love it.
Wooww so sorry!!
I had not seen your work before in the gallery.
Literally one of the best avatars on the site